Whats on my mind.

Well .. Today , right now I'm sitting home because my mom and dad went out without me .. They're at bbq .. Its Labor Day .. Tomorrow is Tuesday and that means its the day before school. Im so not looking foward to that. I didnt mind school last year since i had a first period and i got out earlier than everyone but this year i dont know.. I'm going to be a Junior. And honestly .. I'm upset about that. Im already in my third outta fourth year of high school and I havent done anything yet to help my academics or better my high school expiernce. My parents get mad cause i dont participate in school things but i dont have many friends in school do to that stuff with. My friends in school are not really in to doing school activities. But whatever , i cant depend on people my whole life so I guess i will have to start relying on myself.. Because i have noticed that really the only person that will be there for me is myself. Family is good..but i dont have much of it.. ( I hate that im an only child...) And friends are good..Best Friends are better <3>I am pretty bored right now and probably should be reading but instead im writing this.. Oh well , i need to "release my inhibitions" LOL .. I'm supposed to be going to Marias today but i need to shower first , I have to take the train .. Oh so annyoing .. But im really hungry cause i didnt yet.. Wow , that pretty big for me .. LOL . My mind right now is pretty blank.. So i think ill stop for now .. This is my first time blogging and i actually like it .. I'll be back ; )